A lot of times i have been wondering why I have this insecurity in me. Yah I know... All of us do have our insecurities in one way or another... But, in my case, it starts to get in to me again... Slowly paralyzing every inch of my being...
You might think, what the hell am I thinking... I have the personality, the bubbliness in the world, the worry-free attitude, dream Job, dream Pay, dream Life... I have nothing to be insecured of. People even envy me because I have a partner in Life - my Hubby...
I thought that it will all be gone... I once had this parasite in me before; gone for quite sometime, and I thought it was gone... all gone... flushed down the drain... As Celine Dion would sing "It's all coming back to me now"... I don't know how long this would take... I don't know when will I get back and stand up, and find my confidence back...
