You were already forgiven the night i agreed and said yes na magkabilikan tayo...
Coz i love you still despite all those stupid stuff you did.
Please stop hurting. Past is past.
What's important is what we have now and how to work together in making this last for good.
You said that you're afraid that i might be scheming a revenge on you, afraid that my love is fading and that i might be falling for someone else. You are wrong.
Don't let your paranoia eat you up. Of course i won't do such things. Or even think about doing it. Coz if i do???... Then that won't make me any different from what you were before (i assume you've changed now).
You're basically getting paranoid often and freak out on me instead of working to nurture the relationship and making it stronger. It seems to me like... "Natatakot ka sa sarili mong multo."
But you know what's the bottom line? You should not be so.
Why? Coz we've already talked about it. I'm sincere that i already forgave you. You're doing all your best to be a better person for me. You're doing all the effort talaga and i do acknowledge every singe thing that you do.
Regarding what you said that you're sad coz i don't seem to trust you... Well, i do apologize for that.
I'm not plastic. I won't tell you at this point that i trust you coz to be honest, i still don't.
But i love you. And this you have to know... I am not letting the trust issue pass us by. I am actually working on it. That i will be trusting you again. Nakikita ko lahat ng ginagawa mo. I see and feel that you have humbly and sincerely learned from your mistakes and doing everything at your best to make our relationship strong again. And for that... I'm loving you more each day.
So hush langga ko... Your hubby is here to stay with you.