It has been a roller coaster ride for me for the past few days. My friends/colleagues might have not noticed it, but yes, I am being Paranoid.
True enough, WHAT GOES AROUND 
COMES AROUND... Like the Circle of Life... Like the Infinity Sign... What ever you did before will always come back at you.
I don't know if I Can handle it... I don't know if I will go Crazy... My heart starts to beat and leap fast each time I think of what's going on... I can't even hear myself, until I just shut off and feel numb... I froze and tears just rush through my cheeks...
YES... This is what I have to pay for what I did... I'm scared if it truly is happening...
IF what scares me happens, I don't know what I can and will do...
Please... 
you have to face the consequences of your actions gurl...no matter how much it hurts...coz u knew from the start, that there are consequences =( 
